About Me

Dusk. Dusk is a darker shade of Twilight. Few people get through what I've gone through. Most people can't even handle tales of what I've survived.
My soul is Dusk.
My endeavor is to be forever vigilant against The Darkness.

THE PLAN for Labels

DUSK will be my works.
BONFIRE is...my mind.
PACER will be me rambling on. I gotta do it SOMEWHERE.
DQ will feature things that interest me.
SCROLL SEARCHING will be Scripture related research.
YONDER TO YOUR THOTS will be discussions on...stuff.
MY GLASS IS HALF... of me is for my wife and me.

has life driven me mad...LATELY:

  • Jan '08. Commenced blogging.
  • Jan '08. Returned to spiritual meetings. First time since...it's been a WHILE.
  • Dec '08. Factory shut down for two weeks; no pay.
  • Nov '08. Marriage on way out of darkness.
  • Oct '08. Started marriage counseling.
  • Sep '08. Found a good psychologist.
  • Sep '08. Returned to former Computer Integrator job.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Demon / Lover ?

12-28-08

Have you any demons
whispering your name;
dragging out the secrets
that you hide in shame?

Have you any monsters
taunting you by name:
actions so sadistic,
toying with their game?

Have you any angels
soothing you by name;
binding up your wounds,
firming limbs once lame?

Have you any close friends
speaking of your name:
praising you in public,
heedless of your “fame?”

I have heard these demons
whispering my name,
deep inside a dark heart
where they once laid claim

I was that dread monster
taunting me by name;
the grinding of my bones
left my spirit lame

So, then, who's the angel
soothing me by name;
treating me as special,
not some broken game?

You, my dear, my close friend,
whom I call my wife:
You soothed and bandaged me.
You; you saved this life.