About Me

Dusk. Dusk is a darker shade of Twilight. Few people get through what I've gone through. Most people can't even handle tales of what I've survived.
My soul is Dusk.
My endeavor is to be forever vigilant against The Darkness.

THE PLAN for Labels

DUSK will be my works.
BONFIRE is...my mind.
PACER will be me rambling on. I gotta do it SOMEWHERE.
DQ will feature things that interest me.
SCROLL SEARCHING will be Scripture related research.
YONDER TO YOUR THOTS will be discussions on...stuff.
MY GLASS IS HALF... of me is for my wife and me.

has life driven me mad...LATELY:

  • Jan '08. Commenced blogging.
  • Jan '08. Returned to spiritual meetings. First time since...it's been a WHILE.
  • Dec '08. Factory shut down for two weeks; no pay.
  • Nov '08. Marriage on way out of darkness.
  • Oct '08. Started marriage counseling.
  • Sep '08. Found a good psychologist.
  • Sep '08. Returned to former Computer Integrator job.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Absolutely Fantastic

Somehow, I'm in a fine mood. I've been in a fine mood almost all day. I'd like to think it's because of something as simple as drinking alcohol last night; but alas, it's something not so "simple" to maintain. My mood changed after I remembered how much I hated my former job contrasted with how much I miss it. I recalled that this process seems to be my modus operandi when it comes to just about anything long term. I start off all dazzle-eyed with high hopes only to have them dashed to pieces by my perfectionism and general disdain for the majority of humanity.

I post this in hopes that I will draw strength and inspiration from this introspection. And, cynic that I am, I truly fear that this “fine mood” will be harder to maintain with fine thought than with fine tequila.

Once Again, D:

I MUST STOP HATING THE PRESENT ( IT IS TANTAMOUNT TO HATING LIFE).
DON'T REGRET IT LATER AS YOU THINK FOND THOUGHTS OF THE PAST.
TO COMPLETE THE TRIAD: THIS WILL EMPOWER YOU FOR THE FUTURE
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