About Me

Dusk. Dusk is a darker shade of Twilight. Few people get through what I've gone through. Most people can't even handle tales of what I've survived.
My soul is Dusk.
My endeavor is to be forever vigilant against The Darkness.

THE PLAN for Labels

DUSK will be my works.
BONFIRE is...my mind.
PACER will be me rambling on. I gotta do it SOMEWHERE.
DQ will feature things that interest me.
SCROLL SEARCHING will be Scripture related research.
YONDER TO YOUR THOTS will be discussions on...stuff.
MY GLASS IS HALF... of me is for my wife and me.

has life driven me mad...LATELY:

  • Jan '08. Commenced blogging.
  • Jan '08. Returned to spiritual meetings. First time since...it's been a WHILE.
  • Dec '08. Factory shut down for two weeks; no pay.
  • Nov '08. Marriage on way out of darkness.
  • Oct '08. Started marriage counseling.
  • Sep '08. Found a good psychologist.
  • Sep '08. Returned to former Computer Integrator job.

Friday, April 18, 2008

Phrygian Dominant; I wish this guy posted more often...

nothing more than feelings

You know that feeling you get

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down in the pit of your stomach where you kno
w something is wrong but you can't quite plac
e it or put a name to it. It's right on the tip of
your tongue, just begging to be spoken but it
won't come out. Like a time lapse in your mem
ory that skips over the second that you need t
o remember what it is that you are thinking? T
he more you think about it the more it eludes
you, slipping through your fingers; dirt in a gar
den of thoughts, all labels for your dreams and
fantasies and thoughts but the handful that yo
u are grasping for is falling out between the cr
acks. The word, if you could just think of it wo
uld set you free, put your mind at ease but ins
t
ead feels like sleep-matted hair being brushe
d
the wrong way. You know that feeling?

That's me.